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Saturday, April 11, 2009

Thanks giving

10 april was Good Friday. I mentioned in my blog that a cousin of mine is acting in a skit in the church. guess what? my friend who supposed to act as her mum had a rashes outbreak on 4 days before the actual performance, which was monday, thus i was asked to takeover the role.

4 days away from the actual thing.. that is to say, we have less than 4 days to practise... hmm this is challenging! i gladly agreed to help cuz acting is my passion.

my cousin came to my place the next two days to practise. and on thursday, the whole team of us stayed over at church to rehearse till 3am. i could still remember joi's stressful face (she was the director of the skit) and my cousin's anxious and guilty face (it was her first time acting on stage for so many audiences and she had difficulty in getting to her role)...

the skit that we were to put up was actually quite sad story. but i think i have a comical face whereby i do not know why the moment i stepped on stage i heard sooooo much laughter... to an extend, i have to really controlled hard not to laugh too... thank God i did not laugh or the whole thing will be ruined.

Praise Lord, the whole thing turned out good. at least i heard no negative but all positive comment. and many said my cousin acted well.. in fact she did... The Holy Spirit has definitely worked in us... even our little 7 yrs old weiteng acted well.. heard that the skit did earn quite a number of tear drop... hahaha...

thank God for everything, really. and also, i would like to give thanks for my wonderful children. i went to the gynae last thursday for my annual check up. the gynae said that my d&c was well performed thus my womb has recovered perfectly. however, i had experienced irregular menses, in fact it was a all along thing... and eversince the D&C last nov, i have not had my menses yet. this is not a good sign as i am anxious to conceive my third child...

the gynae told me i am super lucky to have two children with my condition like that... she said most people who have crazy homones that lead to irrugular menses like mine would have difficulty to conceive... and this is exactly what i know all along even before i got married.. i remember before i married i ever told my hubby about my condition and asked him what should we do if i am unable to conceive... he actually told me we could go for adoption.. (we really seriously thought and talked about this issue before) but by God's Grace, i have two beautiful and wonderful children. that's why yong en's name means to praise God's grace.. this made me realised i have forgotten that my children are by grace, gifts from God... how could i?!?!

i really want to give thanks to my Lord...
Thanks HIM for my wonderful children...
though the gynae once again proves that its difficult for me to conceive,
i still believe God is in control!!!
Thank you Lord,
Amen!

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