Haiz... by friend's recommendation and testimony (he lose 10kg in one half month!!), i visited a MLM body wellness lab yesterday... the inbody analysis the consultant did with me showed me which part of me contributed the weight problem. frankly i was impressed with the machine they using... compared to the london weight, i would say that their consultation portion is indeed more professional.
products and packages were then recommended to me. vitamins supplement, appetite suppresser, cow's colostrum product, etc etc plus acupunture session and more inbody analysis.... total abt 2.7k! and she promised that i am able to lose 5 to 10kg within 3 months! well, it was indeed tempting at that moment.
but when i asked her what happen if in the midst of the treatment i got pregnant... she told me i could still continue taking some of the supplement but certain portion of prog needed to be kiv... upon hearing this i sort of retreat... i dun want the 'london weight' experience again... and oh ya... i haven completed my london weight package lor...
at the end, i only signed for the membership (10 dollars) cuz i guessed what i hoped for was they release me 'safely' plus i may indeed consider getting one or two of the product to try.. thank God the consultant did not bug me to sign the package.. though when i came out the sales director sort of did so which i was quite pissed off..that sales director, giving me the impression of typical 'MLM personel' which i hated most!!! he was trying to show me photos of his clients in his handphone... the past and present showing the result thing.. i was like hey you are not supposed to do tt!!!
Over the afternoon, i spent my time at a cafe reading their catelogue and think back of their products and offer... hey i realised that thou every weight problem case is different, all the treatment they recommending seems indifferent! its like treating all sickness with panadol like that... hmm... ok packge not in consideration!!!!
Talked to susan too on the phone yesterday... she advised me to keep the pregnancy plan 5 months later... so that it would be a year after my D&C (my D&C wsa last Nov). honestly, i really hate waitinig for so long... if i know i am ovulating at this minute i would rape my hubby man!!! kekeke... but the ovary seems not working hard... despite the homones pill i had taken for april and may... (i stop the june one due to the trip)... maybe the Lord knows my impatience... so He disallow me to ovulate?!?! dunno.. bu dong leh!!!!!
This morning i suddenly have an urge to discuss with my hubby whether should we really kiv the pregnancy plan, do some control for the next 3 to 4 months... so that i could go back to london weight to finish my course... the reason y i have the thought of slimming down before my pregnancy is cuz gynae ever told me that my ovulation problem is due to homones prob and the homones prob is causes by my weight prob... but yet... my weight prob is due to my homones prob also... ya sort of chain reaction... and also... if i get pregnant at my current weight, i think i would be even tougher for me to loose weight... but the thought of losing the chance of getting preg pulled me back... i really dun want to miss a single chance of it...
I am asking God what should i do...ok after susan's talk, i sort of not as gan jiong like last time le... last time i would feel depressed, disappointed and even angry everytime my test kit showed negative result... now at least i dun feel so and find that i should treasure the given time with my en and qi... before the third one arrives. hahaha... and another thing... i keep having this thought... when i get pregnant for my next child, i will make sure i pamper myself, buy nice nice maternity clothings to wear... i will extra pamper my third child, decorate his/her cot with cute stuff... make him/her comfortable, etc... cuz our plan is to have 3 children... thus the next one should be the last one le... haha scarly next pregnancy twins!!!! ooo... that will be fun!!!! kekeke...
Haiz, when will the next pregnancy arrives? i really look forward to the experience... i miss that kind of 'morning sickness' (yes, if you know that morning sickness actually confirms you that the bb is growing and doing well in your womb, you will sppreciate morning sickness), that kind of 'tian can jiao' or 'wu ying jiao' tt the bb gives in the womb and the moment when you meet him/her face to face... wow... really looking forward ley... waiting is always tough... but when it finally comes, the joy is tremendous!
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Friday, June 26, 2009
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
back from malaysia
yoz i am back from malaysia!!!
well i must say it was supposed to be fun...
supposed to be la..
but somehow turned out not as expected...
mainly due to following reasons:
1) with the two little monkeys was indeed not easy!!! now i start to appreciate my church family... cuz with them around during church camp, the monkeys were like angels!!! cuz they helped me tame the monkeys... and when monkeys with familiar people, they more stable... My en was quite out of hand and rude during the trip esp in the last day... she showed me face and talked back to me rudely... she even asked the other tour member to give her sweet when she was offering her own son some snacks... i was so angry and embarressed about this.. when she got home, i lectured her and caned her on her palm, telling her firmly where was her mistake...
2) ok we did nnot bring enough money.. we didnt want to change too much rm... so turne out we were poor over there.. we never expected the meals there could be so expensive!!! a meal of mac dinner and a meal of 2 bowl wantan mee and a prata cost us 150rm in total! we nearly fainted!!! the classic joke here was we used up all our wet tissue and dry tissue! and last day after lunch when i needed to poo, i had no more tissue... and stupid msia restaurant toilet no toilet paper one... urrrrgggg.... so while pooing, i searched into my pouch and woo woo woo, thank God i had two USED tissues in there... phew... and ya, i used them to clean my butt.. what to do? i am not courageous enough to use kok's method.. (ya he used his hand last time when he encountered the same situ...)
that's not the end of the story... when i happily come out of the toilet, my gal said she needed to go too... so in we went... still happy that theres no crowd in the toilet when she suddenly said,'mama i need to dabian!' upon hearing that i was so sooo soooooo fused up!i sort of raised my voice said ,'how to dabian? y you want dabian? tao yan ley! no paper le la!!!' then there was an auntie past by (a stranger) and said (in fact sort of lecture),' y you scold her? kid want dabian let her da la! what you scold her for?' then she tucked me her well kept dabian paper wrapped in plastic bag...
i was so... so... ashame of myself and also embarressed and angry and... that really spoil my mood!!!! and guess what, i just found out that we could actually use our atm card to draw money there lor!!! STUPID!!!!
3) The food there was great (other than the first day meal)... but the time was short!!:( by the time i fed the kids, they were going back to the coach le!!! sad! i could only stuff whatever i could in my mouth and go...
4) the thing that made me really frustrated was, the itinarary of the trip... it was stupid especially the third day one... we were brought to visit strawberry farm and BOH tea plantation and bla bla bla then the last stop was cactus valley which when we reach there was about 2pm... we were told it would be free and easy time till 5.30pm when we would meet for dinner at nearby restaurant!! the guide told us that the pasar malam nearby would be opened around 4.30pm so we could go there see see walk walk... to me, in fact to most of us this arrangement was kind of silly cuz we had many young kids in our group!! the timing gap would be great if they could arrange us to go back to hotel for the kids to nap or what... but the guide said the hotel was too far and it would be meaningless to go back for less than an hour then come out again... then i requested if we could stay in coach to let the kids sleep but he said cant cuz the driver would be leaving the coach so it must be locked! thus the whole afternoon, four of us were in the cactus valley, under a tree, letting the kids sleep on our lap...so unglam and think people kinda gave us that kind of 'waliew' look... but wat to do? as parent (esp mummy) we couldnt care much... the children's well being is of priority!!!!
lesson learnt: if next time we are to go for family trip again, we will get more church people or more familiar people to go with us... and, free and easy might be better for us instead of package trip...
anyway, i still give thanks. i would say it was a nice experience for the children. they were very happy. and i personally love the strawberry resort hotel's room, though the climbing of steps were horrifying... esp with luggauages...
i would say if the trip was without the kids, it would be so much nicer for me.. but i think with the kids, though some bad encounter, i still enjoy myself! yeah :)
You can see the trip photo at facebook.
well i must say it was supposed to be fun...
supposed to be la..
but somehow turned out not as expected...
mainly due to following reasons:
1) with the two little monkeys was indeed not easy!!! now i start to appreciate my church family... cuz with them around during church camp, the monkeys were like angels!!! cuz they helped me tame the monkeys... and when monkeys with familiar people, they more stable... My en was quite out of hand and rude during the trip esp in the last day... she showed me face and talked back to me rudely... she even asked the other tour member to give her sweet when she was offering her own son some snacks... i was so angry and embarressed about this.. when she got home, i lectured her and caned her on her palm, telling her firmly where was her mistake...
2) ok we did nnot bring enough money.. we didnt want to change too much rm... so turne out we were poor over there.. we never expected the meals there could be so expensive!!! a meal of mac dinner and a meal of 2 bowl wantan mee and a prata cost us 150rm in total! we nearly fainted!!! the classic joke here was we used up all our wet tissue and dry tissue! and last day after lunch when i needed to poo, i had no more tissue... and stupid msia restaurant toilet no toilet paper one... urrrrgggg.... so while pooing, i searched into my pouch and woo woo woo, thank God i had two USED tissues in there... phew... and ya, i used them to clean my butt.. what to do? i am not courageous enough to use kok's method.. (ya he used his hand last time when he encountered the same situ...)
that's not the end of the story... when i happily come out of the toilet, my gal said she needed to go too... so in we went... still happy that theres no crowd in the toilet when she suddenly said,'mama i need to dabian!' upon hearing that i was so sooo soooooo fused up!i sort of raised my voice said ,'how to dabian? y you want dabian? tao yan ley! no paper le la!!!' then there was an auntie past by (a stranger) and said (in fact sort of lecture),' y you scold her? kid want dabian let her da la! what you scold her for?' then she tucked me her well kept dabian paper wrapped in plastic bag...
i was so... so... ashame of myself and also embarressed and angry and... that really spoil my mood!!!! and guess what, i just found out that we could actually use our atm card to draw money there lor!!! STUPID!!!!
3) The food there was great (other than the first day meal)... but the time was short!!:( by the time i fed the kids, they were going back to the coach le!!! sad! i could only stuff whatever i could in my mouth and go...
4) the thing that made me really frustrated was, the itinarary of the trip... it was stupid especially the third day one... we were brought to visit strawberry farm and BOH tea plantation and bla bla bla then the last stop was cactus valley which when we reach there was about 2pm... we were told it would be free and easy time till 5.30pm when we would meet for dinner at nearby restaurant!! the guide told us that the pasar malam nearby would be opened around 4.30pm so we could go there see see walk walk... to me, in fact to most of us this arrangement was kind of silly cuz we had many young kids in our group!! the timing gap would be great if they could arrange us to go back to hotel for the kids to nap or what... but the guide said the hotel was too far and it would be meaningless to go back for less than an hour then come out again... then i requested if we could stay in coach to let the kids sleep but he said cant cuz the driver would be leaving the coach so it must be locked! thus the whole afternoon, four of us were in the cactus valley, under a tree, letting the kids sleep on our lap...so unglam and think people kinda gave us that kind of 'waliew' look... but wat to do? as parent (esp mummy) we couldnt care much... the children's well being is of priority!!!!
lesson learnt: if next time we are to go for family trip again, we will get more church people or more familiar people to go with us... and, free and easy might be better for us instead of package trip...
anyway, i still give thanks. i would say it was a nice experience for the children. they were very happy. and i personally love the strawberry resort hotel's room, though the climbing of steps were horrifying... esp with luggauages...
i would say if the trip was without the kids, it would be so much nicer for me.. but i think with the kids, though some bad encounter, i still enjoy myself! yeah :)
You can see the trip photo at facebook.
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