Haiz... by friend's recommendation and testimony (he lose 10kg in one half month!!), i visited a MLM body wellness lab yesterday... the inbody analysis the consultant did with me showed me which part of me contributed the weight problem. frankly i was impressed with the machine they using... compared to the london weight, i would say that their consultation portion is indeed more professional.
products and packages were then recommended to me. vitamins supplement, appetite suppresser, cow's colostrum product, etc etc plus acupunture session and more inbody analysis.... total abt 2.7k! and she promised that i am able to lose 5 to 10kg within 3 months! well, it was indeed tempting at that moment.
but when i asked her what happen if in the midst of the treatment i got pregnant... she told me i could still continue taking some of the supplement but certain portion of prog needed to be kiv... upon hearing this i sort of retreat... i dun want the 'london weight' experience again... and oh ya... i haven completed my london weight package lor...
at the end, i only signed for the membership (10 dollars) cuz i guessed what i hoped for was they release me 'safely' plus i may indeed consider getting one or two of the product to try.. thank God the consultant did not bug me to sign the package.. though when i came out the sales director sort of did so which i was quite pissed off..that sales director, giving me the impression of typical 'MLM personel' which i hated most!!! he was trying to show me photos of his clients in his handphone... the past and present showing the result thing.. i was like hey you are not supposed to do tt!!!
Over the afternoon, i spent my time at a cafe reading their catelogue and think back of their products and offer... hey i realised that thou every weight problem case is different, all the treatment they recommending seems indifferent! its like treating all sickness with panadol like that... hmm... ok packge not in consideration!!!!
Talked to susan too on the phone yesterday... she advised me to keep the pregnancy plan 5 months later... so that it would be a year after my D&C (my D&C wsa last Nov). honestly, i really hate waitinig for so long... if i know i am ovulating at this minute i would rape my hubby man!!! kekeke... but the ovary seems not working hard... despite the homones pill i had taken for april and may... (i stop the june one due to the trip)... maybe the Lord knows my impatience... so He disallow me to ovulate?!?! dunno.. bu dong leh!!!!!
This morning i suddenly have an urge to discuss with my hubby whether should we really kiv the pregnancy plan, do some control for the next 3 to 4 months... so that i could go back to london weight to finish my course... the reason y i have the thought of slimming down before my pregnancy is cuz gynae ever told me that my ovulation problem is due to homones prob and the homones prob is causes by my weight prob... but yet... my weight prob is due to my homones prob also... ya sort of chain reaction... and also... if i get pregnant at my current weight, i think i would be even tougher for me to loose weight... but the thought of losing the chance of getting preg pulled me back... i really dun want to miss a single chance of it...
I am asking God what should i do...ok after susan's talk, i sort of not as gan jiong like last time le... last time i would feel depressed, disappointed and even angry everytime my test kit showed negative result... now at least i dun feel so and find that i should treasure the given time with my en and qi... before the third one arrives. hahaha... and another thing... i keep having this thought... when i get pregnant for my next child, i will make sure i pamper myself, buy nice nice maternity clothings to wear... i will extra pamper my third child, decorate his/her cot with cute stuff... make him/her comfortable, etc... cuz our plan is to have 3 children... thus the next one should be the last one le... haha scarly next pregnancy twins!!!! ooo... that will be fun!!!! kekeke...
Haiz, when will the next pregnancy arrives? i really look forward to the experience... i miss that kind of 'morning sickness' (yes, if you know that morning sickness actually confirms you that the bb is growing and doing well in your womb, you will sppreciate morning sickness), that kind of 'tian can jiao' or 'wu ying jiao' tt the bb gives in the womb and the moment when you meet him/her face to face... wow... really looking forward ley... waiting is always tough... but when it finally comes, the joy is tremendous!
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