niam niam cham

today is a super hot day... 4 more days, i am heading to malacca for church camp. allie and i are the program ic.... we spent alot of time past few days preparing stuffs at the church...

while yongen was recovering from few days fever and cough, my dad in law 'kidnapped' her on thursday to his place. and good thing he did that, i brought yongqi to church to do some stuff without worrying en would have not enough rest....

my mum in law, after knowing that en had fever, she said that weather has not been very good so asked me not to bring the two fellows to the church camp.... thus, initial plan was i was to send the two kids to her before i set off on coming thursday....

over the last weekend, as i still had outstanding stuffs to do at church, yongqi was also sent to granny's house on saturday morning. both kids returned last night. yongqi had mild couging and experienced high temperature at 2am... his temperature is still on and off till this moment.

my mum in law called this morning. she told me she could help me take care of en but not qi... she said i need to bring qi with me to the camp. she said qi was sooooo rowdy and naughty over the weekend that the 'shushu' couldnt stand him... she said that little fellow had been screaming, throwing things around and knocking onto doors with toys... shushu was so frustrated that he threw away all qi's toy...
:( poor qi! at that moment, i dared not tell her that qi has fever....in case she nagged again,'church so important... everytime church.... never take care of your family, etc etc etc...' and last time whenever she said that i would laughingly said, ' yalor very important!'

i think i will let qi tag by my side more often... but that means, no more partoh time for me and hubby le... and ouch! we have planned june trip havent we?!?! sh*t! i dun want stay in singapore this june!!!!!!! any samaritan around help to take care of qi?!?!?! plzzzzzzz :_( sob sob...

just now brought the kids to ica to collect their new passport. the weather was soooo hot that i think it made me feel goggy.... qi, alr feverish, was soooo sleepy and so was en. i wanted so much to reach home asap at that moment... hey guess what? i missed my stop in bus no. 28! ya i took that from interchange. stupid right? i was sooo angry with myself that i was cursing and swearing while i crossed to the opposite side to take another bus back again....

there are simply tooooo much things in my mind... and i am starting to worry abt qi's fever snd cough.... am sooo worry that it would affect the camp.... worry worry worry... what to do? the only thing i can do is, pray pray pray lor... haiz!